it was sad, okay.
not being able to put the piano in my room.
but, i decided to still keep it.
well, first of all, i could practice the ‘tuning’ on this piano before getting a new one~ (so that i won’t break the new piano. haha.) and well, i’ve always waited for my laundry to be done without nothing much to do. and i desperately wanted to put my hands on the piano. yes, desperately. i feel like i couldn’t live another day without the piano. haha, i’ve never felt this way before about the piano. but, yes, i did. plus, i’ve printed all these piano sheets and i really couldn’t wait to play it. so, probably, i could practice them on this piano. and when i get a new one, i could play it beautifully on it! and if i don’t take the piano, i’ve paid for the truck. and it seems like a waste if i don’t get anything out of it. kan?

so, the piano is eventually at the side of the road now. haha, waiting to be put in the basement. -.-” sheesh. people on the lower level parked their car at the entrance of the basement. so, there wasn’t enough space to put it in. nvm, since the piano has some kind of wheels underneath it, it won’t be much of a hassle.

then, we went to kak ifah’s house. and believe it or not, (okay, i know you believe me) they were so excited seeing me.

“kak aisya!”

and i smiled and walked to them.
but abie was the best~ she came to me and hugged me, “kak aisyaaa.”
u know how i feel so miserable, not being able to put the piano in my room. i felt like i was about to cry. but her hug gave me warmth! i felt like i was about to burst to tears, but i felt like her hug was like saying she’s with me. only then, i realized, how much i need a hug. it was just a 5-second hug, but it made me feel much much much better. seriously. no kidding. i guess, i love to be hugged after all?

*** i remembered this one time, i suddenly felt like giving a hug to my standard five teacher. (there wasn’t any occassion at all, and i’ve never really wanted to hug people. but i really felt like i should do so.) and suddenly, she hugged me back. i was surprised. and she asked me to stay. she eventually let out her problem to me. i felt so proud dat my teacher actually chose me to let out her problems to. i guess, that’s the power of a hug?

but no, i didn’t tell anything to abie. abie then, asked me to follow her, she asked me to look at this one paper she pasted on the door. it was some posters, “if you are happy, say alhamdulillah. if something bad happen, say astaghfirullah… etc.” i was happy to see the poster. so i asked her, so, you’ve learned all this?

and she said, “that isn’t what i wanted to show you.”

????

“look behind the paper!.”

and i looked at it, and saw a picture.

“i drew it for you.”

it was heart-warming. “you want me to take it home.?”

“yes.”

i was speechless, but eventually i asked, “who’s picture is this?”

“it’s me!.”

(i thought she drew my picture. :p) “so you want me to take your picture with me? and put it in my room?”

“yes, so that you will remember me.”

awwwww. i love you so much, abie! i will always remember you.
it’s right in front of me now.
i’ve pasted it on my wall. you’ll always be there with me, won’t you?

love, love and more love!

isn’t she sweet?