since i’m in the searching of a piano. (or probably would end up with a keyboard)
i suddenly remembered when i first started playing it.

one day, mama suddenly asked arah.
“do you wanna play piano? it’ll help in coordination. and it’ll help your i-don’t-know-right-or-left brain. *maybe both?*.”
i was like. whatttttttttt?
then mama said that she’s going to buy her a piano.
it was soo cool! and i was totally jealous.

well, obviously. almost everything i do, arah does, too. we played gymrama together and stuff. and i’m this jealous lil girl. i can’t let her know how to play piano when i don’t. so, i begged mama that i wanted to play, too.
“maaa, it’s not fairrr!”
“you don’t have time. it’s pmr next year! and you’ll be going to the boarding school the next year. when r u going to practice then?”
“but i wanna play piano, too! :(”
“there’s no time…”

then i cried~ *i know. i’m spoiled.*
i cried when i don’t get what i want. but no worries, i won’t be over sensitive to people i’m not closed to. :p i would only be over sensitive to those who i know love me or close to me. ^_^ haha, until sume pun tensyen dgn aisya. :p sorryyyyy, yee? haha. *innocent look* or else, i will be controlling myself and act as if i don’t care what you think or like i don’t hear anything or as if i’m not jealous of people who are close to my close friends.
so, i cried and cried and cried.

then, mama was like. okay, okay.
and i ended up joining the piano classes.
but true, what my mama has said. i won’t be able to do much with it.
but it was still a success i guess? i mean, at least, i know how to read notes. and in just one year and a few months, i was able to reach grade 3~ that’s an achievement kan? and if i practice a lot, i believe that i can juz be the same like my other friends in grade 8, or those music majors who their achievements are based on pieces.

mama, nanti aisya balik. aisya mainkan lagu untuk mama kay?
mama suke lagu apee? slain dari yang arah dah maen untuk mama taw.. :p

p.s - the snow today will reach 20 - 30 inches. God knows how thick that is! i can’t even go out! it was super thick and it blocks my door. we tried pusing the door, but it was like.. whoaa. this is too heavy! and accidentally left the shovel outside. so i can’t really push the snow awayy. and according to kak jeeta, “this is like illinois!! haven’t seen this kind of snow here.” shane said once, “we get the worst of both world. the super hotness, and the super coldness. that’s maryland.” haha.

:p tapi arah pun kuat jeles jgak. aisya dpt camera dari kaklong, arah pun nk camera dari kaklong. :p aisya dapat dress dari kaklong, arah pun nak. :p kaklong mmg syg aisya kan kaklongg? haha, pastu arah kutuk2 baju kebaya aisya yg cantik and sexy. haha, pastu arah mintak aisya nak baju tu. pastu arah dapat best dress. xD hahaha. oh God, rindu sume orang.

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